life

the true meaning of life i easy to find
yet everybody is pretending to be blind
but once you open up your eyes
you can see an incomparabled paradise

i think everyone has a different defenition of life. often their definition is wrong. well i found mine a couple of months ago. its not that i was looking for it, it just came to me. actualy i've been living in that paradise since i was born. i was ignorant and took it for granted. i even despise it sometimes. but when you got the taste of it you'll never wana let it go. it a profound feeling that keeps you alive. i dont know. it might be friends, family, career,hobbies ot gods. but for me it all sums up together to make a one whole bowl of cereals called life. but one of those bits is the meaning. i ate it, it was good. i wish i could share it with everyone else. but i'm not yet ready to proclaim the good news. maybe because i havnt fully opened the box.

today went for class then after that went to my friends house. wah big men. 4 story. its a kind of condo but the house is bungalo. got swimming pool sia. gg there on 22nd go swimming then stay overnight then next day xmas party. we all planing for the party. my friend and i are i/cs for deco. we got bored and annoyed the rest. melinda and i was laughing the whole day. anthony scolding us the whole day. gabe crying because of us the whole day. yee chin and janice ignoring us the whole day and karen eating the whole day. instead of party meeting it was chaos. by 6 i was shouting 'im hungry' hoping that the maid would hear me. then i pretending to call kfc to order delivery. after all the anticts we went out and ate. went home by 9 and father scloding on phone cause curfew was 6. i told him "you yourself still outside the house by this time. your worse than me what. your curfew was at 5!!!" then he bursted and i put down the phone. quickly went to bed so i wont get more yellings when he comes back... haha...

it is better to have loved and lost than to never had loved at all